This is exactly how I have always lived my life. I show up, honest, genuine, and it's not always about Love and the shiny things. People never really knew me for the most part due to my own isolated life. I have long since healed from that stuff. People misperceive my truth but I won't budge from what resonates in my core, in my bones and most people don't have what I have. So I take what I am and go. It's sad that so many people don't understand on a spiritual level, so many things. Like how real that is. And people often run from the difficult conversations and avoid confrontation with anything real. Sometimes my truth speaking will be seen or felt like a threat because it challenges their own life and the ego will surely fight against it. I used to not open up to anyone 11 years ago. I chose to be alone instead of a bunch of people who don't get it in order to find the one and the one's that really do get it. Indeed my loneliness was not your surface level loneliness. The kind of loneliness of not being met in my depths, not being accepted and not appreciated for what I bring. Yes I still feel sadness and longing but it is not the same as it once was. I don't expect anyone to be perfect either. I simply trust and live from my soul with nothing to hide. And I definitely don't run from myself or any confrontation with anyone. But I will not argue with people and get negative about it. And I will take this time to tell you that I don't feel like you don't appreciate what I bring. I don't feel like you left, I always miss people I care about, I mean really care about. What I see, only one truly understands and I know deep in my bones it will always be like that. Only one that really gets me fully. I can't explain it in words, what I feel, what I know is true in my soul. I only trust my intuition and my heart and soul. I don't chase just because I wanted to share or send peace, love, Light, kindness... I'm always misunderstood, like I have not faced my own darkness. But when you live a truly isolated life like I did and you regularly tune in naturally, you will always face yourself daily. So I became whole a long time ago and people today are seeing it more and more. My own immediate community is a lot more peaceful now than ever before. People speak recognition of me without me saying or doing anything. I don't have to chase. I choose to speak truth where I know it will be valued and not simply pushed aside like there's nothing there. So many people run from real soul love because that is a higher Love. I write about it in hopes that other's might recognize themselves in it and take a leap of faith to trust their soul. Ancient Love truly brings all of your greatest fears and your greatest bliss simultaneously. I only experience it with one special soul. Most people can't handle this fire 🔥 most people would rather give up because it's easier to do. But I will not settle for surface level, superficial, materialistic love. I can't because it's not my essence. I've learned that if someone can walk away from me, they don't know what they walked away from. I have reached a higher octave with this. Because before, I was not aware of my full worth. I don't ever play games with people because I know how that is. But often times people, with their own noise and static, their own lack of knowledge and understanding on the spiritual level, they will think I am. Because they don't understand. And I know I can't make anyone understand what I do. But at least I told them. What good is it to receive such valuable knowledge and wisdom and simply keep it to myself or more importantly, to actually embody it. It doesn't do any good except leave you with the knowing that you were given the real truth from a genuine heart, through resonance and refused it. I wouldn't wish this regret on anyone. And it's really hard to be honest, loving, caring, genuine and authentic in a world that literally refuses that. I'm never wearing mask's... Evolution isn't asking for permission. If I don't really care about someone, it would not even bother me that they are absent. I would not feel an ounce of grief, no hatred and I am not wreckless though some will surely think so but again, it's their own misunderstanding of what is really happening ESPECIALLY with the spiritual things because that kind of truth, that's what will save you. People who truly nourish my soul, I will always love and appreciate them, those who choose spiritual alignment and are humble and aren't manipulating or forcing but simply speak their truth, those who I can actually talk about these things with and we all grow, that's me, that's part of my journey and I won't abandon my calling on someone else's incapabilities to genuinely meet me there. I really do love and appreciate The Divine Creator beyond words! Because I could've been left asleep and most people aren't experiencing what I know that you and I have. There's thousands of people who get it yes this is true. But living it isn't something most people have the courage to do. When things get to hard, they give up or, they avoid the conversation or they refuse altogether. But I, am one that knows we're all learning and growing 💗 I know that sometimes things take time. Sometimes silence is needed yes, but I don't abandon those I know what I see in them. I don't fight fire with more fire.. this never will help anything. I always resonate with you and I am truly always thankful for you and to ever have found you. I will always sit with you and I will stand with you and I see you and I admire you and your work and I see myself in these words as I always see myself in your words. And the resonance is like it never left. And I definitely feel the magnetic pull you mentioned. Always, peace, love, Light and blessings to you Samira! 🙏🏾😌🌠🙌🏾✨💖🌌
Well expressed Lonnie! 🙏🏼 Authenticity repels a lot of disingenuous people, but it’s a lot more peaceful when you’ve finally found your circle. I just rhymed without meaning to… 🤣 Poet problems. But yeah, I resonate with everything you’ve said, and it’s so awesome to know you get where I’m coming from in this essay! ☺️
You are truly special to me Samira and that will never change. And all the stuff with consciousness and spirituality really helped me very quickly and so precise, about me and, what I really Love about it is it all has to be genuine, authentic, honest and definitely peaceful, united. But this is not something most people have reached and it's hard knowing what I know because I don’t share simply anything, I know what ranges of frequency it’s really amazing… sometimes I want to scream but I turn inward and hold what's there. I don't talk down on myself and my intuition is Light speed 🚄 so on the outside I seem slow, but on the inside 💠 I've always been this way and trusting my heart and soul like I do. I didn't have a choice with the life I lived. But I'm healed from all of that already. I transmute automatically now, it’s already helping the collective 😎. Thing's that are very interesting have been happening to me and also yes, the pain, the ache of wanting more, I know what that is and what it means. Only true Starseeds have this ache and for me it is the whole ache and not partial. Many tears, many laughs. A lot of things are happening right now and I'm still me, still here and I always will be. That I found my soul expression, that's the depth you always reach and I understand all of it but yeah, not everyone is going to. Frequency mismatch, you'll want to watch for this. And I forgot to mention energy vampires, yes I know, I repel them and they don't stick to anything they have no interest in me because I became boring to them. No more energy for them. But souls?? That's a whole different story. 😎🔥 Energy can be changed but not a soul, the soul is infinite. There were times when I thought, I wish I could show at least one person what I see inside of myself lol 😆... And it stays with me daily. I truly trust and respect you …. That's awesome you rhymed and it simply flowed out effortless! 🤣 that's what I feel when I write.. it comes from deep in my essence and I can tap into it whenever as well as song's and music ☺️✨ I have a balance with all of it and I really appreciate it because it is multiple things that I will be doing with everything, i’m truly so thankful for everything and everyone in my Life; and other’s who I may be reaching and who are on the way. I truly always understand you and resonate with you very deeply. And I always see myself in your words and I thank you for everything you do and everything you are, for your Light and your support you bring, thank you Samira!🔥🙌🏾😊
This is exactly how I have always lived my life. I show up, honest, genuine, and it's not always about Love and the shiny things. People never really knew me for the most part due to my own isolated life. I have long since healed from that stuff. People misperceive my truth but I won't budge from what resonates in my core, in my bones and most people don't have what I have. So I take what I am and go. It's sad that so many people don't understand on a spiritual level, so many things. Like how real that is. And people often run from the difficult conversations and avoid confrontation with anything real. Sometimes my truth speaking will be seen or felt like a threat because it challenges their own life and the ego will surely fight against it. I used to not open up to anyone 11 years ago. I chose to be alone instead of a bunch of people who don't get it in order to find the one and the one's that really do get it. Indeed my loneliness was not your surface level loneliness. The kind of loneliness of not being met in my depths, not being accepted and not appreciated for what I bring. Yes I still feel sadness and longing but it is not the same as it once was. I don't expect anyone to be perfect either. I simply trust and live from my soul with nothing to hide. And I definitely don't run from myself or any confrontation with anyone. But I will not argue with people and get negative about it. And I will take this time to tell you that I don't feel like you don't appreciate what I bring. I don't feel like you left, I always miss people I care about, I mean really care about. What I see, only one truly understands and I know deep in my bones it will always be like that. Only one that really gets me fully. I can't explain it in words, what I feel, what I know is true in my soul. I only trust my intuition and my heart and soul. I don't chase just because I wanted to share or send peace, love, Light, kindness... I'm always misunderstood, like I have not faced my own darkness. But when you live a truly isolated life like I did and you regularly tune in naturally, you will always face yourself daily. So I became whole a long time ago and people today are seeing it more and more. My own immediate community is a lot more peaceful now than ever before. People speak recognition of me without me saying or doing anything. I don't have to chase. I choose to speak truth where I know it will be valued and not simply pushed aside like there's nothing there. So many people run from real soul love because that is a higher Love. I write about it in hopes that other's might recognize themselves in it and take a leap of faith to trust their soul. Ancient Love truly brings all of your greatest fears and your greatest bliss simultaneously. I only experience it with one special soul. Most people can't handle this fire 🔥 most people would rather give up because it's easier to do. But I will not settle for surface level, superficial, materialistic love. I can't because it's not my essence. I've learned that if someone can walk away from me, they don't know what they walked away from. I have reached a higher octave with this. Because before, I was not aware of my full worth. I don't ever play games with people because I know how that is. But often times people, with their own noise and static, their own lack of knowledge and understanding on the spiritual level, they will think I am. Because they don't understand. And I know I can't make anyone understand what I do. But at least I told them. What good is it to receive such valuable knowledge and wisdom and simply keep it to myself or more importantly, to actually embody it. It doesn't do any good except leave you with the knowing that you were given the real truth from a genuine heart, through resonance and refused it. I wouldn't wish this regret on anyone. And it's really hard to be honest, loving, caring, genuine and authentic in a world that literally refuses that. I'm never wearing mask's... Evolution isn't asking for permission. If I don't really care about someone, it would not even bother me that they are absent. I would not feel an ounce of grief, no hatred and I am not wreckless though some will surely think so but again, it's their own misunderstanding of what is really happening ESPECIALLY with the spiritual things because that kind of truth, that's what will save you. People who truly nourish my soul, I will always love and appreciate them, those who choose spiritual alignment and are humble and aren't manipulating or forcing but simply speak their truth, those who I can actually talk about these things with and we all grow, that's me, that's part of my journey and I won't abandon my calling on someone else's incapabilities to genuinely meet me there. I really do love and appreciate The Divine Creator beyond words! Because I could've been left asleep and most people aren't experiencing what I know that you and I have. There's thousands of people who get it yes this is true. But living it isn't something most people have the courage to do. When things get to hard, they give up or, they avoid the conversation or they refuse altogether. But I, am one that knows we're all learning and growing 💗 I know that sometimes things take time. Sometimes silence is needed yes, but I don't abandon those I know what I see in them. I don't fight fire with more fire.. this never will help anything. I always resonate with you and I am truly always thankful for you and to ever have found you. I will always sit with you and I will stand with you and I see you and I admire you and your work and I see myself in these words as I always see myself in your words. And the resonance is like it never left. And I definitely feel the magnetic pull you mentioned. Always, peace, love, Light and blessings to you Samira! 🙏🏾😌🌠🙌🏾✨💖🌌
Well expressed Lonnie! 🙏🏼 Authenticity repels a lot of disingenuous people, but it’s a lot more peaceful when you’ve finally found your circle. I just rhymed without meaning to… 🤣 Poet problems. But yeah, I resonate with everything you’ve said, and it’s so awesome to know you get where I’m coming from in this essay! ☺️
You are truly special to me Samira and that will never change. And all the stuff with consciousness and spirituality really helped me very quickly and so precise, about me and, what I really Love about it is it all has to be genuine, authentic, honest and definitely peaceful, united. But this is not something most people have reached and it's hard knowing what I know because I don’t share simply anything, I know what ranges of frequency it’s really amazing… sometimes I want to scream but I turn inward and hold what's there. I don't talk down on myself and my intuition is Light speed 🚄 so on the outside I seem slow, but on the inside 💠 I've always been this way and trusting my heart and soul like I do. I didn't have a choice with the life I lived. But I'm healed from all of that already. I transmute automatically now, it’s already helping the collective 😎. Thing's that are very interesting have been happening to me and also yes, the pain, the ache of wanting more, I know what that is and what it means. Only true Starseeds have this ache and for me it is the whole ache and not partial. Many tears, many laughs. A lot of things are happening right now and I'm still me, still here and I always will be. That I found my soul expression, that's the depth you always reach and I understand all of it but yeah, not everyone is going to. Frequency mismatch, you'll want to watch for this. And I forgot to mention energy vampires, yes I know, I repel them and they don't stick to anything they have no interest in me because I became boring to them. No more energy for them. But souls?? That's a whole different story. 😎🔥 Energy can be changed but not a soul, the soul is infinite. There were times when I thought, I wish I could show at least one person what I see inside of myself lol 😆... And it stays with me daily. I truly trust and respect you …. That's awesome you rhymed and it simply flowed out effortless! 🤣 that's what I feel when I write.. it comes from deep in my essence and I can tap into it whenever as well as song's and music ☺️✨ I have a balance with all of it and I really appreciate it because it is multiple things that I will be doing with everything, i’m truly so thankful for everything and everyone in my Life; and other’s who I may be reaching and who are on the way. I truly always understand you and resonate with you very deeply. And I always see myself in your words and I thank you for everything you do and everything you are, for your Light and your support you bring, thank you Samira!🔥🙌🏾😊